Seems like some curse on me 

There are many things I do not want to see,Life will change I know it well 

But the past forces me to dwell 

I am reeling under some kind of fear Which is just not letting me near 

I am afraid to trust people 

Am lost,I do not want to find myself

Want to remain in silence of the dark 

Life has become like a distant spark!

 

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INSPIRATION

Through God, all things are possible, and all things may be made a new. Dwell not on the past, of what was or could have been, but rather look forward to what through God's grace, may unfold within his divine plan. Being a Christian is constantly about a state of becoming, of a movement towards the Light of perfection shown to us by Christ. A part of this is to always remain open to Gods' works and feats, emerging all around us. Gods will to create and recreate the world is his right as our Heavenly father, and it is not for us to mourn what may pass, but rather to seek to adapt our faith in becoming, or in what is yet to come.

PRAYER:

Lord Almighty, creator of the Heaven and the Earth, hallowed by your mighty name. In your presence, I pray that I may bend my spirit to your will. May I not cling steadfast to my past comforts and accomplishments, but trust in your plan for the future. May I seek instead every day to move with you, in accordance to your divine designs for this world. For only you Lord, hath the power to pave a way in the wilderness, and give rivers to the desert. Hallowed be your mighty name, Amen.